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im an idiot [06 Aug 2005|01:13am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Avenged Sevenfold -- I wont see you tonight Part 1 ]

my phone got turned off, apparantly they dont like when you dont pay the bill. got drunk on wednesday night and which in turn i had a hangover til about 5 pm thursday, therefore fucking up my plans to hang out with 2 people i love. tequila you bastard. im sorry everyone, for fuckin up, for constantly fuckin things up, for constantly being an idiot, for always falling through on plans, for not seeing people i havent seen in forever and miss like shit. im sorry.

shane / Mr. Pink

mmm mmmmm

Holy shit.......here comes real life. [14 Jul 2005|08:49am]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | Avenged Sevenfold -- Chapter Four ]

havent posted in quite awhile. not like anyone reads this or even comments on it. my life is coming to one of its biggest crossroads right now...moving out on my own....taking responsibility for my life. and i tell you one thing....im scared. im scared of failing. even if ive never realized it before, i rely on my mom to much to let me off the hook for stuff, let me slide on a bill or 2, let me slide a little on rent...its not gonna be like this on my own. landlords dont care if you had a bad week at work and are gonna let you slide a little on the rent. scary. i should do ok. i hope. i probably wont be eating much cause i well...wont have money to, maybe thats a blessing in disguise. who knows. and to one person in particular...im sorry if i ever made you feel like being religious is a bad thing. i love you and would never judge you. your beliefs are yours, mine are mine, i respect you so much and love you with all my heart whatever choices you make in life. as long as your happy. well...enough for this post. i dont know why i write this sometimes...sometimes it doesnt even matter. oh, and i did a new painting, not my best, but it definetely describes my feelings the last week.
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shane / Mr. Pink

4 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

Nice hair dude......Did you just join Still Life or something? [04 Jun 2005|03:21am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | All American Rejects -- Why Worry ]

that was a pretty cool 2 weeks off from work.
i had hecka fun
saw some of haste the day
saw showbread again! which was defintely a highlight of the 2 weeks.
saw lynus and some other good bands
got to see julia multiple days, kari, kim
got to see chantel again! amazing
met a slew of awesome new people at kari / kims grad party
which i had hecka fun at
and had a few other wierd but new and cool experiences.
took my test for the county
which come hell or high water, im getting.
cause walmart is killing me
coming back today from that many days off, i thought i was gonna shoot myself
so yeah
sorry julia gulia, i hope you still love me.
mmhmm
liking multiple girls at once is wierd
but i always seem to do it anyway.
yep.
well, hers a bunch of pics from karis party, enjoy!

shane / Mr. Pink



ps - pic of my new painting in here to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jarett jumped in the pool with his clothes on. )

4 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

uuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................... [25 May 2005|04:15am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Napoleon Dynamite ]

ok wenjie, i know we talked about how retarded photoshop is...but..

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i was bored, and i stole this 700 dollar program, so i might as well use it, haha, just learning photoshop and fucking around with it. its ok.

shane / Mr. Pink

1 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

[19 May 2005|11:29pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Warmness On The Soul -- Avenged Sevenfold ]

from now on my journal is for friends only.

that is all.

thank you.

shane / Mr. Pink

1 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

Public Service Announcment [17 May 2005|02:59am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | I Kissed A Drunk Girl -- Something Corporate ]

ok, so today, on lunch

i found a full bottle of maple syrup in the break room

i didnt know whos it was, nor did i care

so i started thinking about super troopers.

and i told my friend about it

and he said i should chug it, all.

i wasnt actually gonna do it, then a bunch more people egged me on

then i figured shit, why not.lol

so then i slammed back that shit like a savage and pounded it like it was nothing.

man, it was kind of scary

and sweet.

i didnt get any money from it

more of a pride thing, lol

man, like an hour after i did it i got REALLY light headed and my arms were really tingly, lol

so heres a message for all the kids out there

"if your gonna drink a bottle of maple syrup, make sure its aunt jemimah, it probably goes down alot smoother than the walmart brand."

Cause Knowing Is Half The Battle!!!

shane / Mr. Pink

mmm mmmmm

You cant polish a terd. [16 May 2005|05:24am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Avenged Sevenfold -- Reminissions ]

New Painting

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boo bam.

shane / Mr. Pink

1 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

so im pretty much sorry. [14 May 2005|04:24am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Mae -- Were So Far Away ]

Dear Awesome Bff,

im sorry

im sorry

im sorry

if your mad at me

im sorry

i love you, and would never want to hurt you or even make you kind of sort of sad

so yeah

im sorry.

sincerely,

shane / Mr. Pink

&hearts x 918337853878745+1

mmm mmmmm

most of this is pretty true. [13 May 2005|05:47am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Hawthorne Heights -- Silver Bullet ]


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.




everything but the marriage thing, i wont feel confined, if i truly love the person, its tottaly worth it, and i would never cheat on anyone.



Your Seduction Style: The Dandy





You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.
Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.
It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.
You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone.






Your #1 Match: ENFP




The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.


Your #2 Match: ESFP




The Performer

You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.

You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.



i like this one alot actually, very true.

ok, done with the surveys and stuff!! enough for today! lol

shane / Mr. Pink

mmm mmmmm

[13 May 2005|05:35am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Hawthorne Heights -- The Transition ]

so i was curious to see who was playing warped tour this year in sacramento, cause im sure as shit gonna be there, so i found the list on the warped tour site, and here it, looks like its gonna be amazing. i bolded all the bands i cant wait to see!!!!

Transplants
Billy Idol
Fall Out Boy
My Chemical Romance
The Offspring
Strung Out
Relient K
Dropkick Murphys
Thrice
The Starting Line
Senses Fail
MXPX
All-American Rejects
Avenged Sevenfold
Matchbook Romance
Atreyu
No Use For A Name
Gogol Bordello
Silverstein
Hawthorne Heights
Reggie & the Full Effect
The Unseen
Rufio
The Explosion
The Bled
Underoath
ASG
Valient Thorr
Riverboat Gamblers
The Matches
Hidden in Plain View
Halifax
Gym Class Hero's
Horrorpops
Bedouin Soundclash
Strike Anywhere
Kaddisfly
El Centro
El Nada
OneWordSolution
The Huxtables
Inspect Her Gadget
Los Creepers
Day of Contempt
Time Again
The Lucky Stiffs
Emery
Boys Night Out
Hopesfall
Yesterday's Rising
FFTL
Midtown
Greeley Estates
My American Heart
A Thorn For Every Heart
Big D & The Kids Table
Bleed The Dream
The Silence
Opiate For the Masses
Poopan
Chicharonez
Quese I MC
Ltoka
Eternia
2 Mex
Awol One
Astronautalis
Hangar 18
Arcane

should be pretty damn good for my first warped tour!!! i missed it evertime it came to sac! so im definetely going to this one!!

shane / Mr. Pink

mmm mmmmm

Fuck Yeah Man....Serpico and Shit......ATTICA!!! [12 May 2005|03:34am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | A Static Lullaby -- Stand Up ]

wow, tonight was quite fun, hung out with gordy, steve-o my friend from work, jarett, gordys gf kimberly, and an awesome super cute girl named kari. we met them at a park somewhere in roseville, where there was like just really nice houses, no cops, and probably no crime to need cops anyway, lol, it was great, we fucked off at the park for awhile, then we decided to go to karis house to drop off something, then we went to the promanade at roseville galeria and threw pennies at the cranes in the fountain ( they were metal, dont go calling PETA on me), which was cool, hung out a bit, then we went back to karis and fucked around watching tv and stuff, then decided to go to jack in the box at like...12, and the guy who was taking our orders spoke like NO english whatsoever, and kari leaned over and was like yelling at the speaker, lol, it was great, on a side not, i learned the way that kari says burger and curly is like the cutest thing ever, lol, anyway, then we drove around and ordered at the window, ugh, he was lame, we took a pic of him, it was awesome. oh and steve-o payed for all of us! it was awesome. so then we went back to karis and ate, then it was getting really late so we said our hugs and goodbyes and took gordy home, then steve-o, and now jarett and i are here, and im writing this, all in all a great night, awesome i must say. heres some pics, theres alot more pics, like of our boyband The Lattè Da's, which whenever i get, ill post! so yeah, heres the pics!!

random crotch shots and other shit. )

2 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

Purple Pastel Pretty. [10 May 2005|03:23am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Kiss Me, Im Contagious -- From First To Last ]

i dont know what i want in life. oh wait, yes i do, i want a better paying job, a gf, an ipod shuffle, and for my mom to well.....trust me. cause right now she doesnt, all those years of lieing to her are probably the reason hah? all i want is to become a better person, make more money, and to be happy, is that like to much to ask, no its not. thats why along with going to like 6 shows, my 2 and a half weeks off will also be spent looking for a new hands down kick ass new job that will pay alot more money than slave driving walmart. im so sick of that place its scary. the other day i literally almost knocked out a co-worker. it was awesome. as for the gf thing, i dont know, i want someone i already know, someone i KNOW i can trust and a person that already knows me, accepts me, and already loves me. hard to find i know. so heres a small calendar of what i will do on my 2 weeks off.

18th- jarett gets tattoo.
19th- show at underground of a cool guys band.
20th- lynus show
21st- crash avenue show in jackson
26th- emery at boardwalk, hopefully ill go
27th- sex tape scandal in roseville
28th- showbread at underground

anything after that i dont know yet, anyone want to hang out, call my cel at 916-947-5792, cause i love all of you and hope that i can see some of you that i havent seen in like a million years! awesome. my ex gf brittany came to my work today, that was cool, we fucked around with like a million random ass things, then i stuck a camping fork into a fan, and a big cloud of dust came out and it got really loud from all the broken pieces swinging around in it.....it was pretty fucking hilarious i must say, so it was good seeing her. we might go to santa cruz on one of the days im off, thatd be awesome. i also hope to see gordy on those 2 weeks off, cause i miss him, and ive heard great things about his gf and her best friend kari, so id love to meet all of em, and to hang out with julia!!! cause julia = awesome. well thats all for now kiddos, love you all.

shane / Mr. Pink

1 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

yep...im a nigga. [06 May 2005|01:38am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Cry For Help -- Showbread ]

through all negativity i shall peresevere.

therefore, heres my new painting.

I like it.

and thats all that matters.

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enjoy.

shane / Mr. Pink

mmm mmmmm

blah blah blah. [04 May 2005|03:46am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Showbread - Stabbing Art To Death ]

new painting.

ive found out that i absoultely love painting with acrylics

and the canvases i found are so nice, i love em.

Give a nigga a paintbrush and he IS an artist. thats what i think.

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showbread inspired, cause that song is awesome and i couldnt agree more with some of the lyrics.

people who make there whole life about putting down other peoples art suck.

shane / Mr. Pink

2 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

so emo it hurts even more. [02 May 2005|04:08am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Silverstein -- The Weak And The Wounded ]

well, im happy as shit!!!

my vaction, may 20th - june 3rd, all days payed nigga!!!!

heck yes

21st - crash avenue in jackson

28th - showbread

and anything in between, call me everyone!!!!!

oh, and i spent 30 bucks on painting supplies today

cause i wanna paint.

so i bought three nice cotton wood mounted canvases, brushes, paints, paint tray, and some cool stencils.

heres the result.

took like an hour and a half.

yes its emo.

emo art is awesome.

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bon appetit.

shane / Mr. Pink

1 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

Friends are great when you actually get to see em. [01 May 2005|02:12am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Blue Burns Orange -- Hawthorne Heights ]

i feel wierd about friends right now.

i feel like because of my work schedule i never get to see my friends

and that theyre all drifting away from me

and i dont want that. i never want that

its like evertime theres a show, shane doesnt go cause of work

or something else is going on, shanes working.

something else, shanes working.

and its starting to wear on me like a mother fucker.

so thats why ive decided to use my 75 hours of vaction time (9 1/2 payed working days)

in tandum with my regular days off to have a total of about 15 days off

to hopefully reconnect with friends, find a new job, and see some awesome shows.

so if i havent seen you in a long time, i am gonna make an effort to spend at least 1, possibly 2 days with you in that 15 days stretch.

cause i love my friends. i hope you all know that. no matter what.

like a fat kid loves cake.

shane / Mr. Pink

8 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

Yo Wassup Baybeh Bitch! [22 Apr 2005|04:46am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Bright Eyes -- Lover I Dont Have To Love ]

Went and got payed

picked up julia, got chipotle.

went on a mission for white sunglasses.

found em.

woo.

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Well Murdelize You.

were like the mod squad......jarett can be the black guy.

shane / Mr. Pink

8 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

I wanna be the kid with Chuck Norris in That One movie... [17 Apr 2005|03:04am]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | Wake Up Call -- Hawthorne Heights ]

its really late at night

im sort of loopy.

5 large dose ibuprofen and 2 ny quils tends to do that to a person.

but im all good.

im still single........it kind of sucks.

nothings new in my life. i might be becoming a manager at my work...again.

well see how that goes.

my dad got through his surgery pretty well.

recovery is great.

thats all for now...or at least untiil i wake up more.

heres a picture i drew the other night....yes its emo, so dont even bother saying it.

all art os emo...so fuck off.

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bon appetit.

oh and heres a picture of the guy whos playing superman.

i dont know why im putting it...oh wait, cause i love superman.

so here you go niggas.

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his names brandon routh, never heard of him? dont worry, no one else has.

shane / Mr. Pink

mmm mmmmm

Your Runnin After Somethin That Youll Never Kill. [04 Apr 2005|06:14am]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance -- Thank You For The Venom ]

showbread kicked a ridiculous amount of ass on friday night

one of the best shows ive ever been to by far

felt good to be single there

mingling with all the ladies...and maybe a few gentlemen ;)

met joe perrys new girlfriend, shes awesome, well suited for a good guy like joe.

there was some negativity for some reason

the migraine after the show which lead to vomiting wasnt super fun, but its ok, lol

hm.....in other news

my dad goes into surgery on tuesday to have part of his leg amputated

up to mid shin this time, instead of ankle like it is now

itll be better in the end, so im not worried

im going to see him on wednesday. woo

im on the prowl for a new ladie, so all you single sacramento girls watch out ;)


Showbread Pictures Nigga. )

19 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

well......guess whos single again!!!! [01 Apr 2005|01:49am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Billy Talent -- Nothing To Lose ]

well ladies

im single again

single and ready to mingle

i decided to break up with ary

just wasnt kosher anymore

i had doubts from the beginning, but was hoping they would work themselves out

they didnt

there was a few other things, but id rather leave them alone

lame ass shit is all ill say.

so yeah

single shaney yet again.

who wants to love me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

oh and heres a pic of my new hair and stuff. blah blah blah
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and julias crotch.
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showbread tommorrow night!!!

if your not there, then im sorry.....your a nigger.

shane / Mr. Pink



ps- Matt, Katie, and David, im sorry im a nigger, i love all you guys, i just cant help my niggerdom. love you all even though i might not show it as much as i should. miss you kids.

5 bitches. |mmm mmmmm

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